Monster

This is written form Yurgen's POV, after he was melded.

Monster

My life was filled with grief and trouble,

from the very day sorrow was found

My life is like piles of rubble

Unbearable troubles abound

The one who caused me pain

Is the one I started to be

The one who striked with hate

Is the one who’s evil became me

I turned into a beast

I became one with the one I tried not to be

Melded together, morphed to one kind

We became not two but one, a joined evil mind

The monster I became was the monster I already was

A mind rotted with sorrow

Oh woe to my bad decisions, I see no hope for tomorrow

Why wont hope come to me?

Why can't I understand my wretched life?

Why is my life taken with strife?

Don’t reprimand me

Evil was all I could see

For sorrow blocked my vision

And blurred my feelings with accurate precision

The one who destroyed my life, the one I pulled away from,

Is now the one I have become

I thought I could run away with my sadness

But it became my madness

And the death of me

Now I am— a Monster